I haven’t thought of anything quite captivating to talk about but I have realized that what I had into months before was quite intriguing. Here goes my story…
I had a friend but before that he was my crush (my almost perfect kind of guy). I was attracted with him the first time I saw him wearing his ROTC uniform in my algebra class at Xavier and I even had all the details of who he was, where he lives and all that I need to know (who is his girl at that moment). Moreover, I didn’t thought that we would cross our paths at PHYSICS which was quite fascinating because it was also at that subject that he went to me and asks for my notes (thanks a lot to my notes!! It pays when you jot down notes). It went well after that… He knows me by name and then it came that we became friends. He even gave me advices with regards to men and in return I have help him with his studies. To make it short, we became “lovers”. He started saying things I have never thought he would because his kind of girl was not half as I could be and I haven’t even thought in my wildest dreams that we would be “lovers”.
At that moment, he had a girlfriend and I had a boyfriend also which was wrong at the first place. Right? It seems that we had the right love at the wrong time but I don’t think its called love. Yes, it was something I longed but in the end it would never be. Why? Because what I had felt towards him was purely the physical aspect. However, it was a love affair worth reminiscing because if it came that I would meet someone as sweet and thoughtful as he was I could really love him forever until the end of time. (Does that sound a lyric from a song?). He would say charming words that would make your heart melt away, he would do things or buy things just to please you and all the sweetness that he had that I have never thought he could and he have innately.
The love affair ended a month after because I couldn't take my conscience that keeps on bugging me. Maybe that was the toughest decisions I’d make but its something to reminisce when I get old…. I just hope that he would be happy of what he was doing now and I’m praying that KARMA wouldn’t pay me a visit not literally though…. Hehehheheh..
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